Receiving Grace by Sarah Chen

“For thus says the Lord GOD, “Behold, I Myself will search for My sheep and seek them out.”” Ezekiel 34:11

Growing up, there was no reason to question my faith. In the family I grew up in, being a Christian didn’t just mean going to church, but rather an intense journey of faith, not knowing what each day would bring, facing an assortment of immigration, financial, and health issues that no amount of planning or preparation could resolve on its own, except through God’s grace and provision through miracles.  

After working at the church, I felt like I had gained a greater depth of knowledge to my faith that I had lacked in evangelical churches growing up. I was a ‘good’ Christian who served in the church, had an intellectual understanding of my faith, prayed and heard from God. My faith was invincible, or so I thought.

However, in 2018, I started wrestling with the reason for my faith. Having witnessed the people closest to me experience a time of distance in their own faith amidst my own questioning led me to wonder what the point of it all was. My lifelong experiences of God could not save the amount of apathy I felt towards my faith nor my fear of burning in a pit of fire in hell (somebody please tell me I’m not the only one who grew up reading those terrifying Chick tract comics). I wanted absolutely nothing to do with God, the same God who I credited as having saved my life (literally) and having been with me through all of the pain and suffering I had experienced in my past.

This is where I wish I could tell you that I had a very mature way of working through all of this. However, I did not. I made distressed pleas and complaints to God, all of which ended something like this, “God, I really don’t care, and if you’re real and want me to come back to you, then you’re going to have to make it happen, because I have absolutely no interest in that right now, and can’t foresee myself making it happen.” In the following months, I experienced a strange sense of listlessness. Whenever I was not distracted by work, TV, or social activities, in the moments of quiet in my life, I would feel indescribable anxiety about something I couldn’t place my finger on and tiredness that wasn’t physical, emotional, or mental, something I did not attribute to being spiritual until much later.

I did not pray to God again, until later when I decided to pray about a few job prospects for my parents’ sake, as it would have affected them in some way. While I was at it, I figured I might as well try to reconnect with God, because I was so uneasy and I felt the need to do something meditative to ease the uneasiness. I would tell Him how tired I was; pray about my job prospects, and soon I ran out of things to say. All I could do was sit quietly and stare out into the distance from wherever I was, mind blank. In one of these moments, I decided to let myself rest and wait. If God wanted me to return to faith in Him, He would make it happen. I resigned myself to the fact that I had no means to go back on my own and I let go of the fear of it. I let myself do what I wanted, and to escape the anxious feeling that cropped up at times, I spent most of my free time reading the psalms, listening to quiet instrumentals, or sitting outside and journaling.

Somehow, in that time and space, I finally understood the grace of God. When I reached an all-time low in my lack of faith, I was disoriented, anxious, and had no interest or reason to seek God. How I even turned to God again is a mystery to me, and nothing I did out of my own volition. It is something I can only attribute to God, for having answered my desperate plea from months previous. He chose me, a person who wanted nothing to do with Him. I had no good deeds to give Him. The only thing I could give him was my own disinterested heart, and He took it, and made it His own.

“You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit - fruit that will last - and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you.” John 15:16

Having realized this, I finally felt free. He asked for us, empty-handed. It might seem like being subservient and weak, but to me, I finally knew what it meant to come to God with no agenda, no good responsible duties on hand to offer, but just me, as I am, like a friend. And life has never been more beautiful. For the first time, I felt incredibly grateful to be alive.

Of course, this is not a happy ending story. I am still regaining my step in life and recovering my energy. I still have not figured out my future. There are still things I struggle with and still many unanswered prayers that I am waiting on. There will be more hurdles down the road, and more I can learn about God. The thing that has changed is my perspective on God, which has changed my faith. Faith has seasons, and with each new season comes a renewal in faith and a new perspective gained. I hope that if your faith is dry, apathetic, non-existent, or exhausting, then you will receive a new faith in Christ that leads you to freedom and joy.

Sarah is a church attendee who has been at Redemption since she was an undergraduate student. She really loves cats (especially her parents’ cat), hiking, eating Asian food, and reading (A LOT). If you want a good book to read this lent season, she recommends “Til We Have Faces” by C.S. Lewis. She is usually found hidden in the back of the church on Sundays. Come say ‘hi!’


Lent Blog Week 5- Laura Bulk


Let the Redeemed of the Lord Say So 

Psalm 107

1 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
    his love endures forever.

2 Let the redeemed of the Lord tell their story—
    those he redeemed from the hand of the foe,
3 those he gathered from the lands,
    from east and west, from north and south.

4 Some wandered in desert wastelands,
    finding no way to a city where they could settle.
5 They were hungry and thirsty,
    and their lives ebbed away.
6 Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he delivered them from their distress.
7 He led them by a straight way
    to a city where they could settle.
8 Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
    and his wonderful deeds for mankind,
9 for he satisfies the thirsty
    and fills the hungry with good things.

10 Some sat in darkness, in utter darkness,
    prisoners suffering in iron chains,
11 because they rebelled against God’s commands
    and despised the plans of the Most High.
12 So he subjected them to bitter labor;
    they stumbled, and there was no one to help.
13 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he saved them from their distress.
14 He brought them out of darkness, the utter darkness,
    and broke away their chains.
15 Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
    and his wonderful deeds for mankind,
16 for he breaks down gates of bronze
    and cuts through bars of iron.

17 Some became fools through their rebellious ways
    and suffered affliction because of their iniquities.
18 They loathed all food
    and drew near the gates of death.
19 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he saved them from their distress.
20 He sent out his word and healed them;
    he rescued them from the grave.
21 Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
    and his wonderful deeds for mankind.
22 Let them sacrifice thank offerings
    and tell of his works with songs of joy.

23 Some went out on the sea in ships;
    they were merchants on the mighty waters.
24 They saw the works of the Lord,
    his wonderful deeds in the deep.
25 For he spoke and stirred up a tempest
    that lifted high the waves.
26 They mounted up to the heavens and went down to the depths;
    in their peril their courage melted away.
27 They reeled and staggered like drunkards;
    they were at their wits’ end.
28 Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he brought them out of their distress.
29 He stilled the storm to a whisper;
    the waves of the sea[b] were hushed.
30 They were glad when it grew calm,
    and he guided them to their desired haven.
31 Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
    and his wonderful deeds for mankind.
32 Let them exalt him in the assembly of the people
    and praise him in the council of the elders.

33 He turned rivers into a desert,
    flowing springs into thirsty ground,
34 and fruitful land into a salt waste,
    because of the wickedness of those who lived there.
35 He turned the desert into pools of water
    and the parched ground into flowing springs;
36 there he brought the hungry to live,
    and they founded a city where they could settle.
37 They sowed fields and planted vineyards
    that yielded a fruitful harvest;
38 he blessed them, and their numbers greatly increased,
    and he did not let their herds diminish.

39 Then their numbers decreased, and they were humbled
    by oppression, calamity and sorrow;
40 he who pours contempt on nobles
    made them wander in a trackless waste.
41 But he lifted the needy out of their affliction
    and increased their families like flocks.
42 The upright see and rejoice,
    but all the wicked shut their mouths.

43 Let the one who is wise heed these things
    and ponder the loving deeds of the Lord.

(the reading from the lectionary for this blog is actually just verses 1-3, 17-22, but I reflected about the whole passage – and I can’t resist the beauty of scripture, so gave you the whole thing). 

I am overdue writing this blog. Honestly, a big part of that is I couldn't decide between all the wonderful treasures I learned through my study of Psalm 107. I urge you to read it again. Observe the story in this psalm. Observe what is repeated. Notice the patterns. 

For this short blog I decided to comment on a word used in the first and final verses (and a few times between) because it relates to our Lenten theme of covenant. 

Steadfast love (two words in English, but one in Hebrew) 

First, a disclaimer: I am sadly unable to read ancient Hebrew. What I've learned about this word comes from reading a variety of sources online and elsewhere. I share my reflections based on this passage, time spent meditating on it, and the adjacent readings/listening I’ve done. I am open to correction and instruction from those more knowledgeable in the area. 

The Hebrew word hesed is used here in Psalm 107, and our English translation just doesn't seem to do it justice (as, I think, is oft the case). Hesed does not just mean lovingkindness, steadfast love, or mercy (frequently used translations). Hesed is loyal, dependable, committed lovingkindness. Hesed can also be referred to as covenant love – it is devoted love that makes one willing to dedicate their love and commitment in a solemn promise. God’s hesed does not, however, flow from a covenantal obligation, but rather from his very nature. God’s steadfast, devoted, unwavering love 

In this time of Lent, we have the opportunity to reflect on God’s story of redemption. By looking back and recalling through the stories depicted in our series of lectionary readings (which, by the by, I encourage you to read – we are united with the Church globally in reading these same passages together, to me that seems powerful!), we see over and over how God is faithful to his covenant with the people of Israel even when they are not. Over and over, Israel strays from the good path God has for them. They do not remember the covenant, and they forget God’s faithful deeds. We are grafted into Israel, and this is also our story – we stray from the path God has laid before us, The Church. We wander in desert wastes, we choose to sit in darkness, we behave as fools through our sinful ways, and we take destructive paths. 

I confess that too often I wander away from God’s story for me, from his good paths…am I alone in this? If not, please join me, as we cry to the Lord in our trouble, for he will surely deliver us from our distress. God offers hesed (lovingkindness) even to us – those in disgrace and in need of redemption. 

O Lord, You’ve shown us mercy; Sinners are washed as saints You’ve shown Your loving-kindness (hesed); 

We the disgraced are righteous made. God, in his hesed, has mercy on us. He is faithful and is love, vast as the ocean, hesed as the flood! I seize this opportunity to thank the Lord for his hesed, and to extol him in the (virtual) congregation of the people. 

Have you been redeemed, gathered from east and west, north and south? Are you redeemed from trouble? YES! 

We are the redeemed of the Lord. Let us tell of his deeds in songs of joy! Let us consider deeply the hesed of the Lord, let us be wise and give heed to the deeds of the Lord – demonstrations of his hesed for those he has made.

Lent Blog: Week 3


Exodus 20:1-17 Commandments and Law

By Tseday Z. Tegegn

(Graduate student at UBC Department of Pathology and Laboratory medicine, Redemption Church Service Crew)

What a great time to reflect on this passage while taking a break from school work and staying in a beautiful island. This past weekend, I had an opportunity to travel to Denman Island, BC for an annual retreat organized by UBC’s Intervarsity Graduate Christian Fellowship. This retreat is conveniently scheduled during the reading break so that hard working graduate students at UBC have a chance to rest.

The travel is long but it comes with lovely experience of riding two ferries and a beautiful drive up from Nanaimo to Buckley bay on Vancouver Island. Leaving fact that Denman is an amazing island to visit, the weekend felt restful in just the fact that we got away from the big city and got out of routine.

What a great way to change a routine than to work in a farm instead of our usual desk and computers (for me it also involves laboratory work). For few hours of Saturday, we collected eggs, feed the cows, split wood etc. Until our supper was ready, we walked along the beach and did short hike around the cottage we stayed in. Most importantly, we had memorable times praying and sharing meals together followed by worm discussions around the fire place (there were a lot of games and puzzles involved too).

While enjoying my stay in Denman, I was reflecting on Exodus 20:1-17 passage and thinking how it may be useful for us in the lent season that we are in. Since the location and setting we are in change our understanding of passages we read, my understanding of this passage is shaped with my experience at Denman.

Two points that stood out to me and I quite often overlook as a graduate student and modern day adult were:

·    Making God a priority in our lives

3 “Do not put any other gods in place of me… 5 Do not bow down to them or worship them. I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God. I cause the sins of the parents to affect their children. I will cause the sins of those who hate me to affect even their grandchildren and great-grandchildren.

Among many things that can replace God in our lives as grad students, I think we could agree that our smartphones and electronics are one of the main candidates. The main reason being we can justify our use as they are deeply integrated into our daily lives.

As much as I would like to say I did not use my phone or the internet during my stay in Denman. I had enough reasons to rationalize my use weather it’s documenting my stay or checking the weather. At times, I was preoccupied with taking pictures instead of absorbing the experience. The most interesting point was that I was aware of what I was doing and really judging myself.

The electronics we worship and swear by that take away precious time spent focused in our work and most importantly quality time communicating with God. On line 6 it tells us “Do not bow down to them or worship them. I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God. I cause the sins of the parents to affect their children. I will cause the sins of those who hate me to affect even their grandchildren and great-grandchildren”.

Although I cannot picture how our grandchildren and great-grandchildren will look at us. I sure know that I don’t want to be remembered as less present in most the activities we take part in. and disconnected with what is going on around me since I am documenting everything for later. I have to admit that it gets really tricky when your favorite hobby is photography and journaling (which I claim as my interest). The question then be do we draw the line?

Especially in the lent season that we are in where we should maximize our connection to God and pay attention to the real moments that God has created for us to enjoy.

·    keeping Sabbath

8 Remember to keep the Sabbath day holy. 9 Do all your work in six days. 10 But the seventh day is a sabbath to honor the LORD your God. Do not do any work on that day.

For a graduate students or any adult there is always something to do which makes us guilty to respect the Sabbath which is created to give us rest and replenish our energy for the rest of the week. It is also a way of relaying on and trusting in God that the work we have to do spread out could be completed in much shorter time if we just took a break and get back to it with full energy. Giving our body and mind a rest even though we can’t afford it is probably a very wise decisions for increasing our productivity in long-term.  

While doing farm work, I had a chance to think about my field of study in very broad spectrum. Often times doing totally different task gives our worn out mind a rest while still being productive. So for many Sabbath may not be sitting idle (especially if you spend your week sitting at work) where others they may need to be idle and let their body and mind a rest.

The questions are how to be bold enough to take unapologetic rest day? How can we structure our week that we can afford to take a Sabbath?

Tying these two points, keeping Sabbath is possible if we don’t waste time on our modern day gods and learn to use them appropriately.

What can we do for the season of lent and beyond? I challenge you and I to limit the distractions created by our unnecessary use of our smartphones (varies for each individuals) and fill those slots with short prayers on our desks or reading a verse or two to fuel the rest of our day. Be more efficient and work truly at work so we can afford a Sabbath that is enjoyable and rejuvenating. Most of all a day connects with God at much deeper level.



Now to him who is able to establish you in accordance with my gospel,the message I proclaim about Jesus Christ, in keeping with the revelation of the mystery hidden for long ages past, but now revealed and made known through the prophetic writings by the command of the eternal God, so that all the Gentiles might come to the obedience that comes from faith— to the only wise God be glory forever through Jesus Christ! Amen. ~ Romans 16:25-27

Advent is a season of waiting: we all know that, particularly by now as we draw near to the end of Advent and anticipate the joy of Christmas. The one we are waiting for is almost here! And as the angels proclaimed: that is good news which brings glory to God and peace on earth to those on whom His favour rests.

Yet how does this peace come? What will bring about the shalom – the putting-back-everything-in-its-place order – of this world?

Well, it comes through our calling, and God’s faithfulness.  

Our calling to be witnesses of the gospel: which is, in its simplest form, the good news about Jesus Christ. The Lord of all creation is no stranger to humanity, no distant deity, no angry tyrant or passively sentimental grandfather. No, He is the promised one, the hope of Israel, and the true picture of God Himself. Our calling is to tell His story: the good news that Jesus is our Saviour, Teacher, Lord and Friend.  

When we tell the story of Jesus, God is right there with us actively working to bring about faith: an ever-increasing trust that the story of Jesus is true, and an ever-increasing allegiance to Jesus as Saviour and Lord, that soon leads to an ever-increasing intimacy with Him as our Teacher and Friend. This maturing faith results in faithfulness: they are two sides of the same coin. 

Faith and faithfulness is none other than trusting obedience. Nothing is more natural for a follower of Jesus than obedience, since we not only love Him, but trust Him. Our obedience of faith was where this great redemption project of God’s was heading all along.

So this Christmas, as we joyfully celebrate the birth of Christ, consider again the goodness of faithfulness, and the peace it brings. And give glory to God for it: for all the ways peace has come, in large ways and small.  

Yes, there is still much about this world and our lives that is not in peace: that longing for shalom, for salvation, and for justice is central to Advent itself. We are still waiting. But in the meantime, let’s not lose sight of the peace that comes through our obedience: the addictions and idolatries we have turned away from, the gifts we have received and shared, the blessings we gave in response to evil, and the forgiveness we offered that led to reconciliation. It is very likely that much of this peace is evident around you this Christmas – not perfectly, and not completely – but present nonetheless. May you be given eyes to see and celebrate the many ways in which your faithful obedience to Jesus, and the obedience of your sisters and brothers in Christ, has brought a measure of shalom to this world.  

Which all brings “glory to God forever through Jesus Christ.”  

Bless you this Christmas.


Kim Boldt

Home With God


After the king was settled in his palace and the Lord had given him rest from all his enemies around him, he said to Nathan the prophet, “Here I am, living in a house of cedar, while the ark of God remains in a tent.”

Nathan replied to the king, “Whatever you have in mind, go ahead and do it, for the Lord is with you.”

But that night the word of the Lord came to Nathan, saying:

“Go and tell my servant David, ‘This is what the Lord says: Are you the one to build me a house to dwell in? I have not dwelt in a house from the day I brought the Israelites up out of Egypt to this day. I have been moving from place to place with a tent as my dwelling. Wherever I have moved with all the Israelites, did I ever say to any of their rulers whom I commanded to shepherd my people Israel, “Why have you not built me a house of cedar?”’

“Now then, tell my servant David, ‘This is what the Lord Almighty says: I took you from the pasture, from tending the flock, and appointed you ruler over my people Israel. I have been with you wherever you have gone, and I have cut off all your enemies from before you. Now I will make your name great, like the names of the greatest men on earth. And I will provide a place for my people Israel and will plant them so that they can have a home of their own and no longer be disturbed. Wicked people will not oppress them anymore, as they did at the beginning and have done ever since the time I appointed leaders over my people Israel. I will also give you rest from all your enemies.

“‘The Lord declares to you that the Lord himself will establish a house for you:

Your house and your kingdom will endure forever before me; your throne will be established forever.’” ~2 Samuel 7:1-11, 16

Home. Such a simple yet complex word. 

Is it the dwelling you live in? 
Is it where your family is?
Is it a familiar setting?
Is it a place of origin?

What if I don’t have a solitary answer for any of these? 

So…where is my home? This is a question I’ve pondered for most of my life and there is really no answer for this. 

But home isn’t just about the ‘where.’ It’s also about the ‘who.’ And that in itself can also bring along a source of confusion, pain, and suffering. 

Wherever you are coming from on this spectrum, you’re not alone. All of our earthly homes, physical or relational, are limited in its provision and can never fully satisfy us, no matter how great they are.

I know that my family will never be perfect. There will always be situations that are painful and hurtful - not that this gives me an excuse to slack off in my relationships. I’ll probably never fully feel at home in any given location. 

In 2 Samuel 7:1-11, God tells David that He has been moving place to place along with the Israelites. He promises David that He will provide a place for Israel, and will plant them so that they can have a home of their own. The Lord Himself will establish a house for David and the Israelites. This is a magnificent promise. What an honour it is to receive such a gift from God. 

As we get closer to Christmas, the birth of Christ this Advent, we, as gentiles have also been invited to a home that has been established by God through Christ. In the same way that God has moved with the Israelites, He has also been with us everywhere we have gone and will go. God is both watching us and protecting us. 

This brings me great comfort. To know that when our earthly homes are confusing and mixed up, we still have one home to turn to that is steadfast, and is more than anything our earthly homes can provide. However, being a part of God’s home is not just a lofty idea that exists only in the heavenly realm. We are currently united with each other as brothers and sisters of Christ. We are all part of God’s family and collectively a part of God’s home together. 

The thing about home, is that it is not a passive relationship. In a ‘healthy’ family, children obey their parents, not out of fear but out of reverence. Parents who are more mature, older, and wiser know what’s best for their children. It is a two-way relationship. An example that my parents love to use to explain this is one of a small child and a stovetop. A child cannot see the top of a stove, but the child’s parents can. When the child is told not to touch the top of a stove, the child listens because of their trust in their parents. When the child grows older, they will see and understand why they were told not to touch the hot stovetop. Of course, our earthly families will never be perfectly healthy. We’re all a bit dysfunctional. However, through Christ, we have access to a holy and perfect Father.

In that same vein, being a part of God’s home is also a call to obedience. We put our trust in the Father, and through our trust in Him, we flourish. We will not get burned by that hot stovetop. As we mature, God reveals parts of Himself to us, and we understand more. Our faith and love for Him grows. This is the relationship that God has invited us into, and the home that we have been adopted into. 

As this Advent season closes, I invite you to join me in receiving God’s invitation into His home and family.

Sarah Chen


Sarah is the Admin/Communications Coordinator or otherwise known as the person that lives in the office, soon to be moving out of the office. You can apply for her job here! Things she loves doing are reading books, cafe-hopping, and eating Asian food. You are more than welcome to join her on any of these escapades. She also has an irrational love for cats (and buns - see the creature in her photo), so if you have a cat (or a bun), please contact her asap. 

God of the Impossible, Making All Possible


Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

Do not quench the Spirit. Do not treat prophecies with contempt but test them all; hold on to what is good, reject every kind of evil.

May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do it. ~1 Thessalonians 5:16-24

Be Joyful always. 
Pray continually. 
Give thanks in all circumstances for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

These verses keep coming up for me at this time each year. I have the dates written beside the verses in my Bible. Perhaps God is saying “Listen!” As I begin to dissect these simple verses, there comes an understanding. I love it when God puts things in black and white. No grey area here – a 3-step programme for being in God’s will. These are commands given in love, a road map for us earth-wanderers following an unseen Savior. At first glance however, they seem

I have always wished the verses were in a different order, a 1-2-3 list, with prayer first as it comes easier than being joyful – at least then I could check off #1. Digging in deeper, as it turns out, they are in a perfect circle, not a list at all. Inner joy that is not moveable by outside circumstances comes from the knowledge of our salvation, redemption, grace, eternal life, and Christ dwelling within me. It is not external – living up to the world’s standards; and it is not saying ‘no’ to sadness or pain, loneliness or struggles either. 

It is feet firmly cemented to the truth - we have an eternal home, an eternal Father, a Christ to consider, with hope eternal – its unshakeable, immoveable, and remains our inner joy-anchor when all else seems like whirling winds.

With joy in place because of what Christ has done, ‘praying continually’ is next in line. The last few months I have been reading The Only Necessary Thing by Henri Nouwen. From it a little nugget of insight set me on an exercise these past few weeks of changing every thought into a prayer. Every thought into a prayer goes something like this: “I’m so tired today but have to go to work” transforms into “I may be feeling tired, Father but you give strength to the weary and I’m so blessed to have work to go to.” If every thought becomes a prayer because of what Christ has done for us and is continuing to do, the natural outflow is thanksgiving, the next command in the circle. Inner joy produces prayer, prayer produces thanks, which in turn solidifies joy – the circle complete.

A list appearing all but impossible, now possible and the greatest part of all - it is God’s will for us. Have you ever wondered what God’s will was for your life? This is it – BEing joyful, BEing prayerful, and BEing thankful! LISTEN this Advent to His simple command, all laid out in ‘red and yellow, black and white’ – human form come down to dwell and live in us.

Grace and gratitude belong together like heaven and earth.  
Grace evokes gratitude like the voice an echo.  
Gratitude follows grace as thunder follows lighting.  
Karl Barth

Terri Rosenau


Terri is a mother to one, a sister to three, a friend to anyone who wants one, and a passionate lover of beauty. Her heart has two homelands – Vancouver and Uganda. She loves to cook and create. She’s a child of God and His Master's piece in progress. She lives under grace, with a grateful heart, but often with a dash of doubt and fear.



The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,
    because the Lord has anointed me
    to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
    to proclaim freedom for the captives
    and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor
    and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,
    and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
    instead of ashes,
the oil of joy
    instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
    instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
    a planting of the Lord
    for the display of his splendor.

They will rebuild the ancient ruins
    and restore the places long devastated;
they will renew the ruined cities
    that have been devastated for generations.

“For I, the Lord, love justice;
    I hate robbery and wrongdoing.
In my faithfulness I will reward my people
    and make an everlasting covenant with them.
Their descendants will be known among the nations
    and their offspring among the peoples.
All who see them will acknowledge
    that they are a people the Lord has blessed.”

I delight greatly in the Lord;
    my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation
    and arrayed me in a robe of his righteousness,
as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest,
    and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.
For as the soil makes the sprout come up
    and a garden causes seeds to grow,
so the Sovereign Lord will make righteousness
    and praise spring up before all nations. ~ Isaiah 61:1-4, 8-11

To maintain healthy relationships, whether it be with people or God, communication must take place. As someone who studied counselling for four years I have found this to be especially true in all relationships. One of the major road blocks of communication is when one or both people forget to listen to the actual meaning behind the words being communicated*. It is incredibly easy to ‘half listen’ when someone is talking to you, as there are many distractions in the world today. Take for instance, my husband Josh. In our first month of marriage I said to him “I love you,” to which he responded, “No problem.” Josh heard me speak, however he did not grasp the meaning behind the words I said because he was distracted by a piece of technology. Something small like this has led to many laughs, however the consequences of misunderstanding due to a lack of active listening in a bigger scenario can cause tremendous damage in interpersonal relationships. Active listening is a skill used to help draw meaning out of the words being spoken and it helps to guard against distorted listening*. 

Despite my training, I sometimes neglect to actively listen to those around me because this skill requires hard work, focus, and discipline when seeking to grasp meaning. While this difficulty is present in interpersonal communication, the same difficulty applies when we are seeking to understand what God says to us in His Word. When we read Isaiah 61, are we actively seeking the meaning behind the text? 

These words written by Isaiah contains a message about all of the righteous gifts promised to us that will change the way we behave, which will ultimately bring glory to God. We see the words about the covenant and the salvation that God is promising. There is also an indication about righteousness and praise that will sprout throughout the nation. What covenant is coming? What will salvation look like? Why will there be righteousness and praise in the nation? Jesus aids us in finding the answer to these questions when He quotes Isaiah in Luke 4:17-21, expressing how this prophecy has been fulfilled by His coming! Jesus’ quotation of this passage in Luke illuminates the fact that Isaiah was in fact prophesying about Jesus.  

There is so much significance in this passage because of the birth, death and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ. We hear that there will be transformation in this world, good news will be brought to the poor, Christ will bind broken hearts and He will set the captives free—just to name a few things listed in Isaiah’s writing. This prophecy regarding the birth of our Saviour demonstrates the changes that can occur in the nation of Israel, and also in the lives of all of those who live out the righteousness of God by faith in Christ*. In other words, salvation will be brought to all those who believe! Hallelujah!  

Through actively reading and listening to Isaiah 61:1-4, 8-11, with the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I was able to uncover a deeper meaning behind the words that I was otherwise tempted to gloss over. Taking time to actively listen to, and therefore, to understand the text,
requires an effort that fosters a more vibrant understanding of Christ, thus enhancing my relationship with God. Jesus teaches us in Luke 4 that this prophecy is regarding Himself, the Son of God the saviour of the world. In this season of Advent are you actively listening to the words Isaiah shares? Are you seeking to understand the meaning behind His words? 


  • Egan, G. & Schroeder, W., (2009)
    The Skilled Helper A Problem-Management and Opportunity Development Approach to Helping, First Canadian ed, Toronto, ON: Nelson Education LTD.
  • Oswalt, J. N., (2003) The NIV Application Commentary: Isaiah, Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan. 

Katrina Wilhelm


Katrina Wilhelm first moved to Vancouver in August of 2015 from Ontario, in order for her husband Josh to pursue a master’s degree at Regent College. She has since fallen in love with this city and Redemption Church. She is passionate about all things food and nature, along with a special love for homemade French-Canadian cuisine and creation care. These passions most likely stem from her multicultural background; she is proud to consider herself French-Canadian, Italian, and Aboriginal. In her constant state of uncertainty about what she wants to be when she grows up, Katrina is content and enjoying her work as a nanny of three energetic girls in the Kitsilano neighbourhood. 

God's Masterpiece


But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.

Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.

So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him. Bear in mind that our Lord’s patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him. ~2 Peter 3:8-15

When I read this passage, I envision it as a timeline on a painted canvas stretched out across a distance so vast I cannot see its end. I picture myself walking ever so slowly along its length, softly drawing my hand along each bump of paint, experiencing every event as it unfolds under my fingertips like braille. When I come to the story of the Israelites and their years of living as slaves under an oppressive Egyptian rule I pause and remember God’s promise to Abram that after 400 years they would be freed.

I try to imagine what it must have been like for each generation to pass on to the next, the promise of God that freedom would come someday. I wonder what “someday” must have felt like when generation after generation died and still they remained in slavery. How many were able to believe God’s words when the promise didn’t come in their lifetime? 

As in a looking at any painting, it is not enough to view the canvas so close that only the individual brush strokes are noticed. In limiting myself to this narrow perspective when I walk along God’s timeline, I could be left wondering about God’s faithfulness. I must step back from the reality of the details and allow for the perspective of the Master as it was intended to be seen. In this same way, the story of God and His creation from the very beginning, His plan for salvation, God’s masterpiece, is meant to be viewed as a whole. 

Advent is a time when we prepare for the birth of Jesus. It is a special season in the Christian calendar that is designed to quiet our hearts, slow our pace and experience the painting up close. As we do this, the nearness of God’s presence reminds us of a reality outside of ourselves and we are drawn into the wider story. As we make ready for Christmas, that joyful season where we posture ourselves in adoration toward the infant King, we remember that as Christ has come, He will also come again. We burst in gratitude for the gift of our Saviour’s birth, but we reflect on the brokenness of the world and our hearts also long for His return. Standing back from the details, we “see” that it is not only the story of Jesus’ birth, it is a promise that more of what He has said will come to completion. He promises that specific events will take place and we as His people, will walk into a new heaven and a new earth where righteousness dwells. This is a place in which we long to arrive. 

While we dwell in this tension between living in the present, but also aching in hope for Christ’s return, remember that God is not slow in coming back. He has the broad perspective. He grieves for His creation. The gift you have received in Jesus, is a gift He offers to everyone. He is long suffering in His waiting, wanting that “none should perish.” God’s patience means salvation. God’s patience means that in the same way He waited for you and I, He is waiting for our loved ones, our friends, our neighbours. He is waiting…

In the meantime, as active participants in God’s great story, He calls us to “live holy and Godly lives… and to make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with Him.” God has entrusted this world to our care. We must recognize our place in it, persevere with humility, grace and love, seeking to be the hands and feet of Jesus not just during the Christmas season, but every day until He returns. All of us are strokes in God’s timeline. His promises may not come to pass in our lifetime, but we must be steadfast in our faith, diligently doing the work He has prepared in advance for us to do, declaring we believe the truth that God is always faithful. 

“Behold, the lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world!” ~ John 1:29

Rina Carbol


Rina is quickly becoming one of the “oldies” in the church. She has been around since just after the doors of this church opened 28 years ago. Rina (along with her husband) raised her four children in this church and while some have strayed from the truth, Rina knows that God is faithful. After all, He saved her from complete darkness and so she knows without doubt that He is able to do the seemingly impossible in anyone. Rina loves to walk her dogs, drink coffee and exercise. She enjoys the Fall and Winter rains with their grey days, the Spring rains that reveal rainbows, and the brief sunshine of the Summer. Odd duck? Probably. Content? Very. Rina loves to pray for others. Need prayer? Ask :)

He Is Never Too Late


Comfort, comfort my people,
    says your God.
Speak tenderly to Jerusalem,
    and proclaim to her
that her hard service has been completed,
    that her sin has been paid for,
that she has received from the Lord’s hand
    double for all her sins.

A voice of one calling:
“In the wilderness prepare
    the way for the Lord;
make straight in the desert
    a highway for our God.
Every valley shall be raised up,
    every mountain and hill made low;
the rough ground shall become level,
    the rugged places a plain.
And the glory of the Lord will be revealed,
    and all people will see it together.
For the mouth of the Lord has spoken.”

A voice says, “Cry out.”
    And I said, “What shall I cry?”

“All people are like grass,
    and all their faithfulness is like the flowers of the field.
The grass withers and the flowers fall,
    because the breath of the Lord blows on them.
    Surely the people are grass.
The grass withers and the flowers fall,
    but the word of our God endures forever.”

You who bring good news to Zion,
    go up on a high mountain.
You who bring good news to Jerusalem,
    lift up your voice with a shout,
lift it up, do not be afraid;
    say to the towns of Judah,
    “Here is your God!”
See, the Sovereign Lord comes with power,
    and he rules with a mighty arm.
See, his reward is with him,
    and his recompense accompanies him.
He tends his flock like a shepherd:
    He gathers the lambs in his arms
and carries them close to his heart;
    he gently leads those that have young. ~Isaiah 40:1-11

Isaiah 40 is the moment God enters a narrative that was going one way and in doing so changes the tone and shape of it. In the previous chapter, Isaiah speaks a word of warning to King Hezekiah of pain and loss that is coming. Hezekiah entirely misses the meaning of what was spoken, which would later be the removal of the Israelites to Babylon generations later. 

Here, in chapter 40, enters comfort.

The book of Isaiah has 66 chapters. When studying this book some years ago, I learned about the book of Isaiah as being reflective of the larger story arc of the Bible. The first 39 chapters being a cry for a coming Saviour (in parallel to the 39 books of the Old Testament) and the 27 chapters that follow to be full of the promise fulfilled (parallel to the 27 books of the New Testament). 

This moment then, is one of significance. Chapter 40 is the first piece of that second part. The call to “behold” (v.9, 10) found here is a call for attention to the good news, to the One who stands forever. These verses are ones I have come back to many times to be reminded of how quickly the word of God changes things. 

We need God to enter like this. For the Holy Spirit to come and speak “Comfort, comfort”; for Lord God to come in might (v.11); for Jesus to be born into a world not expecting His history-altering arrival.

These verses in Isaiah chapter 40 speak of a God who is present, both in the promise being brought to that moment of time, but also in the prophecy of Jesus to come. He’s been planning on showing up for a long time, and He’s been present all along. 

Increase our faith Lord that you are with us in this season, a season in which we prepare to celebrate your intentional entry into the world as human. 



"Christmas Time is Here"?


Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

I always thank my God for you because of his grace given you in Christ Jesus. For in him you have been enriched in every way—with all kinds of speech and with all knowledge— God thus confirming our testimony about Christ among you. Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gift as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. He will also keep you firm to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God is faithful, who has called you into fellowship with his Son, Jesus Christ our Lord. ~ 1 Corinthians 1:3-9 (NIV)

As I sit in front of my computer to write this blog sanctioned by Sarah, I'm feeling the anxiety of procrastination. I was very eager to take part in this wonderful opportunity to write for the church, but the deadline was already yesterday...

I have to admit: every single year, when Christmas rolls around, it catches me off guard. Even without the chaos of final exams this year, I still find myself lacking in readiness. And looking at the calendar year, Christmas sure seems like the last item on a to-do list.

All too often for me, Christmas can feel like just another holiday. And as a third culture immigrantthank you David for this useful wordeven holidays themselves lack any specialty in relation to any of my other nuclear family-wide celebrations. Then there's the commodification of Christmas, but what kid doesn't like presents?

So this is sort of where I'm coming from. But as I consider the theme of this advent seasonBeholdI realize that my life is not at all aligned with this season's message. It took me writing this post to actually ask myself, ‘Hey, what's wrong with me? Where is my excitement for the living hope that is Jesus Christ our King?’

It's times like this that I've learnt to go to the Word. And conveniently, I was told I had to read a passage. I got 1 Corinthians 1:3-9. Let's read it together (you should read it now).


It took me a couple of reads for me to refocus my heart on His Kingdom. And as I considered the passage from the context of our church in the past year and a half that I have walked alongside you, I truly had to thank God for you.

I remember one of the first services I attended at Redemption being Tim's resignation. And from then, the theme really has been 'waiting upon the Lord' as we endure our transition phase.

But throughout my time here, I've witnessed wonderful giftings God has imparted into this church. Gifts that I have not seen anywhere else, and I can certainly say that we as a church are not lacking in spiritual gifts. I mean, we could always have more, but it is just as encouraging to see more people receiving the heart to serve.

And with that context, I was very encouraged and transformed by the message behind Chris Mukwavi's sermon on Ephesians 4:1-6 where it talked about oneness. Of the many points of unity in the body, it became an incredible knowledge to me to understand that the very same Holy Spirit flows in all of us every Sunday; and every day as we are sent off in all directions. This gives me boldness.

We've been through a lot together. And although some have been called to serve elsewhere, He has been steadfast in His presence with us. And it gives me great joy to consider you my family in Christ. From this context, I want to encourage us to keep our eyes peeled and hearts open to watch what the Lord is going to do next.

Hebrews 12 talks about Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. Jesus will keep us firm to the end. This is who we are excited for, the one who we are fortunate enough to know has already come and will come again.

I love worshipping with you. I love praying with you. I truly am surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses, and I am excited to behold this season of advent with you.

Simon Jung


Simon involves himself in hip hop, anime, and Young Life communities. He loves Jesus, kale, and getting brunch after church. He also has an anime blog somewhere on the internet.